An hour and a half later I’d filled the book.” It was just incredibly vivid so I got out my notebook and started writing. I couldn’t understand – why wasn’t she having an existential crisis about eating it? At that moment I had this vision of a teenage girl standing in a bikini in front of a class of other girls while a nun-like figure drew circles on her body and the rest of the class banged their desks and yelled ‘fat’, ‘fat’, ‘fat’. Carefully tearing it open, I allowed the life I’d been hiding to start coming out of the closet.“I was sitting there nursing my green tea and I was fascinated because she made it look so casual. My hands shook as I took the envelope up to my bedroom. My copy of the paper arrived in a plain brown envelope. I was relieved that the people at Gay News did as they had promised to do in their advertisement. As soon as my first copy of Gay News came through the letterbox, I rushed downstairs before anybody else got to the post. Precisely one week later, I waited patiently for the postman to arrive. After all, unlike my straight friends, it was still illegal for me (as a gay man) to have sex with a same-sex partner until I was 21. I kept looking behind to check if anyone was following me. I thought she knew which advert I’d been reading and was about to stand up and announce ‘This one’s queer!” Of course, that never happened.Īs I walked home, my heartbeat raced.
Nodding my head, I could feel myself blushing. “Got everything you need today?” she asked me as she pushed the keys on the cash register. I told myself to be brave and quickly walked over to Karen, and nervously placed the newspaper by the cash register. I quickly closed the paper and checked around to see if anybody had noticed me reading the advert.Īt that point, I wanted to put down the paper and rush out of the shop, but the chance of being in touch with other gay people stopped me from doing so.
She was referring to me and a few other customers who were all flicking through various newspapers and magazines. “I see the library is open again, Karen.” I didn’t personally know any other gay people, yet here was an advert in a music newspaper about a world I belonged to yet knew little of.įor a copy, send a postal order for (I can’t remember how much) to –Īt that moment, a member of staff entered the shop and shouted over to the cashier – It was a significant point in my life which opened up a door and invited me to step through. Towards the back of the newspaper, I stumbled upon the advertisement section, and one of the adverts immediately got my attention. Picking up the newspaper, I flicked through it, pretending not to notice the picture and taking little if any notice of who was around me. I didn’t particularly like their music, but I found both men sexually attractive. On the front was a picture of the singing duo Chas and Dave.
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Scanning the shelves full of newspapers and magazines for the music newspaper I wanted, it soon caught my eye.